It has been a while since I last updated my blogspot. Maybe because I'm bored to whatever I'm doing, and to tell you honestly, I guess blogging doesn't quench the thirst of my boredom anymore. LOL. Maybe I'm busy with other things.
It's August already. I know I should be busy by this month but I can't find any reason to be so. Many things are in my mind that I can't find any way to think of what my priorities are. My mind is full of nonsense. I wish to be me in my game already, I wanna wake up. I'm tired of every single nonsense I do. But I know it's healthy for a teenager like me to do some stupid shit, but sometimes I need to adjust to whatever my life should be. I can say that I'm lost by now, not because I can't find my direction but because I'm lazy to carry my own self and move forward towards the light. Guidance is what I need, and also motivation. I've been worse than the people I'd used to hate. I've become "A happy go lucky person" and I'm always procrastinating and is used to the word, "Bahala Na." I hate this. I'm always praying to God for guidance, and I wish to find the spot that should be filled with the confidence and motivation I need.
LOL. I can't believe I'm saying this. Not because I want to achieve something, but I wish my study habits would be able to come back to me. I'm tired of my "petiks" life, I wanna be pressured, that in someway I could be able to achieve something and be happy for it.
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