How do you unlove someone?

The biggest question is "How do I unlove you, when everything about you is unlovable?"

Nahihirapan ako..

Sobrang nahihirapan na ako..

Puro na lang problema pagdating sayo. Minsan, di ko na talaga alam gagawin ko. Madalas, nararamdaman kong ayaw sa akin ng mundo mo. Ano na nga ba Angela?

Mahirap pilitin ang ayaw. Kaya wag pilitin.Alam ko namang lilipas din lahat ng ito. Wala namang bagay na hindi kaya pagalingin ng oras, oras lang ang katapat ng lahat ng iyan. Maghintay lang, maging matiyaga sa oras.

Ang arte ko. Ang drama ko. Hindi ako sanay na nagiisa. Ang dami ko masyadong naiisip anobaaa. :'(

Magiging ayos din naman ang lahat. Basta matapos lang ang linggong ito ayos na ako. Susulitin ko ang araw pangako. 

Kenneth..

Ang dami kong gusto ireklamo. Pero mali e. Ayun, isa akong malaking pagkakamali. Nakukulangan ako sa sarili ko. Hindi sayo, pero sa akin. Sa tuwing nalulungkot ako, nasasabi kong dahil sayo, pero parang sakin naman talaga nagmumula iyon. Kakayanin ko ito. Basta. 

Near midnight

Thoughts are running through my veins. My mind can no longer handle them. I hate whatever is in front of me. I never dreamt of these things. I can't say anything. I'm in deep pain. I'm at the very bottom of the ocean right now. 

I hate you. Yes you. There are many reasons to leave you than to stay right beside you. I wish you knew that. But I can't do it, because I love you. I may not appear to suffer but I am dying inside. I cannot contain more pain at this moment for I shall embrace death if more comes. I wish you were sensitive enough to my needs and feelings, for forever youre in the state of cluelessness. You only notice a mistake but you never ever did anything to make it right. I wish you knew all of this. 

I still dont know how to continue this foolishness. I may say now, I can't live without you but I know for sure that this is only for today. Time will change, as well as feelings of the heart.