I got your back.

My thoughts speak too loud. I mean like a dynamite on a fisherman's hands, waiting for him to throw it in the water and ka-BOOM! It will explode. I'm like a kid lost in a place I lived for a thousand of years. I don't know what will I believe in, I don't know who to trust and I don't know if I'll take the first step of making a change. I'm so confused. I really don't know what's happening, could somebody tell me? I want to find the light that will lead me to what happiness will be like. I mean, I'm searching for the truth, that will be the answer to my question "why?"


I wonder what it be like, if this things didn't happen to me. Like, "is it really meant to happen?" Oh, I really don't know. darn it! It's like watching a TV commercial, and you don't know if your gonna believe in this products or not. Cause some are just made up, in order for them to have millions and billions of money. And that's what you call media or in other words, that's what you call "selfishness." Every single detail of it doesn't make sense, they just make sense because of the people who advertise them. Okay, enough small talking about TV commercials. Haha, had fun insulting commercials. Well, moving on to the truth that really matters the most, me. Haha, kidding. I mean the one that really matters, is me getting a chance to inspire everyone in just doing simple things. I know, it's impossible for a typical average girl like me. And I think, what would it be like if I inspire different people but I can't inspire my own self. Too ironic, right? But I'm making the most out of it. I mean, I'm being the person that could be open about something, no more masks to be shed all over my face, just pure me and nothing more. I want to be the shoulders, for those who need someone to cry on; I want to be a dictionary, for those in-search of the different meanings of life; I want to be the voice, for those who can't speak up; And, I want to be a best friend, for those who are alone and feel like their world is tearing apart.


I want to hear every single pain everyone is dealing with. I mean, I want to tell them how this pain become a part of the word "life."And how this sorrows make them happy and strong. All I want is just peace and harmony. Because, sometimes we forget this simple and little things that could make our lives different and more happier to live in.


Don't forget to love yourself.
XOXO
--Angela ;))


You just focused on the bad stuff when all you had to do was, let go of the past and keep moving forward.
-- Lewis (Meet the Robinsons)