You can’t really have it all. You can never have a perfect life; there would always be ups and downs in every page of the story. I don’t know if I should be thankful for what’s happening in the present, if this is really what I want.

So yeah, I am living the dream of my parents supporting me to go to medical school which is way difficult to invest with because you will never know if you will finish the road on time or if you will not finish the road at all. I invested my heart and soul towards the idea of becoming a healthcare provider. I struggled years to have this dream, but why is it that I still am searching for something missing?

A lot of times, I think because I just got out of a terrible relationship. Maybe I need more time healing. I want this; I want to fulfill my dream. I need to start telling myself what my priorities are and that love can wait. There is sunshine on the other side; I just need to get there.

Other side, please wait for me.