Whatever.

  Not in the mood for blogging stuff. But guess what, I still  continue typing words in my mind. My heart wants to utter words where I can set my self in a comfortable, a more free and a more original way. I've been controlling my emotions for a long time. I think, now is the right moment to release every single thought I've been thinking and every single emotion I've been feeling. I don't care if anyone would read this, but I guess there would be none.

  I wanna cry, so hard. I don't know what to do. I've been feeling things I don't wanna feel. I may sound like a spoiled brat but believe me, I'm trying my hardest to stay positive in order to live. Everyday, I've been hating the persons I'm meeting. I don't know who to trust anymore. Here we go again, I've been repeating words I already said before. Been learning things in a different way. I don't know how to live anymore. I wish I could share things here, but I can't. Nothing will happen if I'll do that, I'll just waste my couple of hours crying and typing words I would regret for a long time.

  Crap. It's just that, I'm not contented with my life anymore. I wanna skip everything but I know I can't. I wanna stop everything and just for once feel the happiness and contentment of my fragile heart. I'm still searching for my happiness, I am still confused of what will I do in the future, and of what will happen to me. I just wish that everyone could accept me as I am. And I wish they could expect less.